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Finally this “Ek trip” pushed through after 3 years! I’m so happy then even if we see eac other like 1 year after they still gave me the same amount of laughter :)
Finally this “Ek trip” pushed through after 3 years! I’m so happy then even if we see eac other like 1 year after they still gave me the same amount of laughter :)
First International Conference :)
This is my first ever international conference and to be honest beforehand, I expected the worst from it. Haha! Like, it would not be fun and there are just a few amount of delegates in the conference however at the end of the conference it was the total opposite!
My travel buddy was KC aquino, we had the same flight to and from Penang Malaysia.
Our flight was at 10pm and we arrived in Singapore at 1 am and it wasn’t normal for us to see that there was no one in Changi International Airport and also all stores were closed. Unfortunatale we did not have dinner so we just bought ready-to-eat noodles and green tea in seven eleven (their seven eleven is nice haha). Once we finish “dinner” we slept..yes we tried sleeping in those waiting chairs and I tell you it was not the most comforting sleeping position I ever had! and that was like for 5 hours @-) HAHA.
Finally, we boarded and went to Penang. We waited for the person who was supposed to fetch us, and we waited for 1 hours. Well, what happened was we were just looking and waiting for each other. Once we saw each other we went straight to the hotel and got indulge in the conference ( take note that, Our sleep is not more than 2 hours) and usually the conference ends at 12. For The first night, I slept as soon as the conference ends but for the next consecutive days I slept so late that I usually have 2 hours of sleep.
hihi! buddy!
bully!! hahaha junnn!
My room mate!!! :)
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The triplets hahaha
hihi! still human!
Faci team!!! :D
Late street food in Penang is just Heaven <3
Rage of emotions
This year, i think my emotional breakdowns have been increasing compared to last year and people have been witnessing it…which is bad..very bad.
Latest one, was last night. I hated how I felt last night, how my emotions we’re going out of control that it already conquered my thoughts. I really hated what I felt mainly because I know I shouldn’t be feeling that away. Finally, I was able to cry it out but that wasn’t it. Unfortunately my brother saw it and did not see it as a threat, thank god for that. I really don’t know how long I was having that emotional breakdown but I’m pretty sure it affected my day. I wasn’t talking that much, there was only minimal laughter and mostly I just stare into space and then it takes me a minute or two to get back (i think that’s normal although that did not stop me from doing work. Hopefully by tomorrow I get back to my “normal” self. Though, it was my “normal” self that brought me in this kind of situation, maybe I should not be a happy-go-lucky girl. What I really hate about this situation is that, I do not understand myself and then when people ask what’s wrong with me..I just splurge out words that do not make sense which I am aware off and then people will just node as if they understand me but I know they don’t. I really don’t know who I can count on, I know I have a lot of people who I can count on but, I find it hard for them to understand what I am going through. They might even think I’m going loco (which I really am) Blargh. I hate my emotional instability, I just hate it..I hate myself .
That moment where I had an argument with myself whether to approach this gurl or not cause I really had no idea who the people were inside the classroom (shiftee problems) So I really had to slap myself and pushed myself to approach her and then BOOM everything happened. hahaha! jk. Let’s just say next thing I know we had the SAME like EVERYTHING well except for floating subjects but other than that it was all the same. Yes, breaks and classes, name it all. At first it was awkward and all, adjusting to both our personalities but it was fun. Those sabaw moments we always have, I will always miss that!. She’s my term buddeh!
We’ve been through a lot (hahaha as if i’m in a relationship with this gurl) but i’m just happy I met her and I wish we can be term buddies again! and have lunch again with her :) Since third term is over, we were both dramatic with our relationship hahaha! we both had a long emo message for each other. I really wish to meet more people like her!
hihi.
